When we read Srila Prabhupada’s books, we are sitting in His divine presence, hearing & speaking. When we follow what is in the books we get realizations.
Your enthusiasm to serve vaishnava should increase.. Then your faith becomes stronger in remembering Krishna.
God accepts only the love with which things are offered to Him.
Bhagavad Gita 9.2,
The more one is addicted to material pleasures, the more he is entangled in the material world.