One cannot come to Vrindavan by purchasing a ticket from any part of the world. You can’t realize Vrindavan. Who realizes Vrindavan? Our acharyas say, “vishaya chadiya kabe shuddha habe mana….” When our mind will be purified, when we‘ll give up sense gratification of materialistic life.” How can we give up? By the mercy of Lord Nityananda.
If you think you will get nice house, so many facilities, then this is not Vrindavan. Where there is sense gratification, there is no Vrindavan. What Krishna gives, you be happy with that, with bare necessities. Then Radharani will allow you to stay here. Otherwise get lost! Live very simple. Then you can stay. Don’t do aparadha to any living entity.
Every particle of dust of Vrindavan is worshipable. Every tree of Vrindavan is worshipable, and every devotee of Vrindavan is worshipable.
You can check whether your life is changing or not? It is not like doing sadhanamechanically. See! Has your life changed? Is your life becoming peaceful & clean? Have you begot some feelings and devotion for Guru? It is like hunger. If someone is not hungry, then giving him nice things will also be useless. And if one is very hungry, then whatever you give, that will appear delicious to him.”